YOU SAID:

why was i even born in the first place?i don't know,i don't understand.

INTO JAPANESE

そもそもなぜ私は生まれたのか、わからない、わからない。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I don't know why I was born in the first place, I don't know.

INTO JAPANESE

そもそも何のために生まれてきたのか分からない、分からない。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I don't know why I was born in the first place, I don't know.