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What if this entire time Ive misjudged myself and is just lying to appear different and special, but I don't acthally count and is just a really dumb person being the weird old the to everyone blah blah sad falk that occurs at night

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もしも私がこれまでずっと自分を間違って判断していて、違って特別に見えるように嘘をついていたのに、実際には数に入らず、夜に起こる誰にとっても変な老人で悲しい馬鹿なだけだったらどうなるだろうか

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What if I'd been misjudging myself this whole time, lying to seem different and special, when in reality I didn't count and was just a weird old sad fool to everyone who happens to be in the night?

INTO JAPANESE

もし私がこれまでずっと自分自身を誤解していて、違って特別に見えるように嘘をついていたとしたら、実際は私は重要ではなく、たまたま夜に居合わせたすべての人にとってただの奇妙で年老いた悲しい愚か者だったとしたらどうだろう？

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What if I'd been misunderstanding myself this whole time, lying to seem different and special, when in reality I was unimportant and just a weird, old, sad fool to everyone who happened to be there that night?

INTO JAPANESE

もし私がずっと自分自身を誤解していて、違って特別であるように見せようと嘘をついていたとしたら、実際はその夜たまたまそこにいた全員にとって私は取るに足らない、ただの奇妙で年老いた悲しい愚か者だったのだろうか？

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What if I had been deluding myself all this time, lying to appear different and special, when in reality I was just a weird, old, sad fool who was inconsequential to everyone who happened to be there that night?

INTO JAPANESE

もし私がこれまでずっと自分を騙し、違って特別に見えるように嘘をついていたとしたら、実際は、その夜たまたまそこにいた全員にとって取るに足らない、ただの奇妙で年老いた悲しい愚か者だったとしたらどうだろう？

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What if I'd been deceiving myself all this time, lying to seem different and special, when in reality I was just a weird, old, sad fool who was inconsequential to everyone who happened to be there that night?

INTO JAPANESE

もし私がこれまでずっと自分を騙し、違って特別に見えるように嘘をついていたとしたら、実際は、その夜たまたまそこにいた全員にとって取るに足らない、ただの奇妙で年老いた悲しい愚か者だったとしたらどうなるだろうか？

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What if I'd been fooling myself all this time, lying to seem different and special, when in reality I was just a weird, old, sad fool who was inconsequential to everyone who happened to be there that night?

INTO JAPANESE

もし私がこれまでずっと自分を騙し、違って特別に見えるように嘘をついていたとしたら、実際は、その夜たまたまそこにいた全員にとって取るに足らない、ただの奇妙で年老いた悲しい愚か者だったとしたらどうだろう？

BACK INTO ENGLISH

What if I'd been deceiving myself all this time, lying to seem different and special, when in reality I was just a weird, old, sad fool who was inconsequential to everyone who happened to be there that night?

INTO JAPANESE

もし私がこれまでずっと自分を騙し、違って特別に見えるように嘘をついていたとしたら、実際は、その夜たまたまそこにいた全員にとって取るに足らない、ただの奇妙で年老いた悲しい愚か者だったとしたらどうだろう？

BACK INTO ENGLISH

What if I'd been deceiving myself all this time, lying to seem different and special, when in reality I was just a weird, old, sad fool who was inconsequential to everyone who happened to be there that night?