YOU SAID:
wasing the wanting of being the having of hope
INTO JAPANESE
希望を持っていることを望んでいた
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I was hoping to have hope
INTO JAPANESE
私は希望があることを望んでいた
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I was hoping for hope
INTO JAPANESE
私は希望を望んでいた
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I was hoping for hope
That didn't even make that much sense in English.