YOU SAID:
translating things is the only thing that gives me pleasure anymore
INTO JAPANESE
"銃を自分に向けずに済んだのは
BACK INTO ENGLISH
"The only thing that kept me
INTO JAPANESE
"銃を自分に向けずに済んだのは
BACK INTO ENGLISH
"The only thing that kept me
That didn't even make that much sense in English.