YOU SAID:
That was the thing. You never got used to it, the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it's reconciled, accepted, someone points it out to you, and it just hits you all over again, that shocking.
INTO JAPANESE
だった。あなたは決して行っている誰かのアイデア、それに慣れた。考えるちょうどその時それは和解は、受け入れ、誰かがあなたにそれを指摘してそれはその衝撃的なもう一度、あなたをヒットします。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
It was. Is your idea of someone who has never got used to it. Think someone pointing it out to you, just at the time it is accepted settlement is it the shocking will hit you again.
You should move to Japan!