YOU SAID:
suicide if you try to ever let me go
INTO JAPANESE
あなたが私を失望させようとするなら、自殺
BACK INTO ENGLISH
If you try to let me down, suicide
INTO JAPANESE
あなたが私を失望させようとするならば、自殺
BACK INTO ENGLISH
If you try to let me down, suicide
That didn't even make that much sense in English.