YOU SAID:

Seems like a part of me will always have to lose, every single time I have to choose, swore that it felt right but was it wrong, is this where I'm supposed to be at all.

INTO JAPANESE

私の一部は常に失わなければならないように思えますが、私が選ばなければならないたびに、それは正しいと感じましたが、それは間違っていたと誓いました。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

Part of me always seems to have to lose, but every time I had to choose, it felt right, but I swore it was wrong.

INTO JAPANESE

私の一部はいつも負けなければならないようですが、私が選ばなければならないたびに、それは正しいと感じましたが、私はそれが間違っていると誓いました。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

Part of me always seems to have to lose, but every time I had to choose, it felt right, but I swore it was wrong.