YOU SAID:
oh god I have started referring to myself as mommy in the third person sorry
INTO JAPANESE
ああ神様私は始めている申し訳ありませんが 3 人でママとして自分自身を参照します。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
Oh God I have begun sorry but see themselves as MOM in 3 person.
That didn't even make that much sense in English.