YOU SAID:

nothing ever goes the way i want it to,and i can't help but hate myself for it.

INTO JAPANESE

何事も思い通りにならないし、そのことで自分を嫌わずにはいられません。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

Nothing goes my way and I can't help but hate myself for it.

INTO JAPANESE

何も思い通りにいかないので、自分が嫌いで仕方ありません。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I can't help but hate myself because nothing goes my way.

INTO JAPANESE

何も思い通りにならないので、自分が嫌いで仕方ありません。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I can't help but hate myself because nothing goes my way.