YOU SAID:

my life is a pitiful mess that i would like to end at the nearest convenient time if that is okay with all parties involved

INTO JAPANESE

私の人生は不幸な混乱であり、関係者全員がそれでよければ、最も近い都合の良い時期に終わりたい

BACK INTO ENGLISH

My life is a tragic mess and I want to end up at the closest convenient time if everyone involved is ok with it

INTO JAPANESE

私の人生は悲惨なもので、関係者全員が大丈夫であれば、最も近い都合の良い時期に終わりたい

BACK INTO ENGLISH

My life is miserable and I want to end at the closest convenient time if everyone involved is okay

INTO JAPANESE

私の人生は悲惨で、関係者全員が大丈夫であれば、最も近い都合の良い時期に終わりたい

BACK INTO ENGLISH

My life is miserable and I want to end at the closest convenient time if everyone involved is okay