YOU SAID:
must i always hate myself because of the status i hold
INTO JAPANESE
私は常に自分の地位のために自分自身を嫌わなければならない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I must always hate myself for my position
INTO JAPANESE
私は自分の立場のために常に自分自身を憎まなければならない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I must always hate myself for my position
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