YOU SAID:

its hard to accept that this is the life i have recieved and that all of this is real

INTO JAPANESE

これが私が受け取った人生であり、これがすべて現実であるということを受け入れるのは難しいです

BACK INTO ENGLISH

This is the life I received and it's hard to accept that this is all real

INTO JAPANESE

これは私が受け取った人生であり、これがすべて現実であることを受け入れるのは難しいです

BACK INTO ENGLISH

This is the life I received and it's hard to accept that this is all real