YOU SAID:

It's dawned on me suddenly and with no apparent reason, that I can't go on. Living as I am.

INTO JAPANESE

それは突然、そして明白な理由もなく、私が行くことができないことを私に明け渡しました。私は生きています。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

It surrendered to me that I could not go without a sudden and obvious reason. I am alive.

INTO JAPANESE

突然の明白な理由がなければ行けなかったことが私に降伏しました。私は生きています。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

What I could not go without a sudden obvious reason surrendered to me. I am alive.

INTO JAPANESE

突然の明白な理由なしに行けなかったことは私に降伏した。私は生きています。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

What I could not go without a sudden obvious reason surrendered to me. I am alive.