YOU SAID:
If the Lord wants me to die slowly, I guess I will die slowly
INTO JAPANESE
主が私にゆっくり死なれることを望んでいるのなら、私はゆっくり死ぬのでしょう
BACK INTO ENGLISH
If the Lord wants me to die slowly, I will die slowly
INTO JAPANESE
主が私にゆっくり死なれることを望んでいるならば、私はゆっくり死んでしまいます
BACK INTO ENGLISH
If the Lord wants me to die slowly, I will die slowly
That didn't even make that much sense in English.