YOU SAID:
if i kill myself will the suffering be over
INTO JAPANESE
私が自分を殺すと苦しみは終わるだろう
BACK INTO ENGLISH
Would I kill myself and end up suffering
INTO JAPANESE
私は自分自身を殺すし、苦しんでしまうだろう
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I will kill myself and will end up suffering
INTO JAPANESE
私は自分自身を殺すし、苦しんでしまう
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I will kill myself and end up suffering
INTO JAPANESE
私は自分自身を殺すし、苦しんでしまう
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I will kill myself and end up suffering
That didn't even make that much sense in English.