YOU SAID:
i wonder if i will ever find the equilibrium
INTO JAPANESE
私は平衡を見つけるだろうか
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I'll find equilibrium
INTO JAPANESE
私は均衡を見つけるだろう
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I'll find the balance
INTO JAPANESE
私はバランスを見つけるでしょう
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I'll find the balance
That didn't even make that much sense in English.