YOU SAID:
I wish I had it in me not to care
INTO JAPANESE
私は気にしないように私の中にそれを持っていたらいいのに
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I wish I had it in me not to bother
INTO JAPANESE
私は気にしないように私の中にそれを持っていたらいいのに
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I wish I had it in me not to bother
That didn't even make that much sense in English.