YOU SAID:
I wish I could just die already I will never have happiness and I would feel so much better living in hospitals and puking every day over going to school
INTO JAPANESE
すでに死ぬことができれば幸福になることはないだろうし、病院に行って毎日学校に通うのがずっと楽になると思う
BACK INTO ENGLISH
If you can already die, you will not be happy, and I think it will be much easier to go to the hospital and go to school every day
INTO JAPANESE
あなたがすでに死ぬことができるならば、あなたは幸せではないでしょう、そして私は病院に行って毎日学校に行くのがずっと簡単になると思います
BACK INTO ENGLISH
If you can already die, you will not be happy, and I think it will be much easier to go to the hospital and go to school every day
You've done this before, haven't you.