YOU SAID:

i wish for eternal nothingness to consume me

INTO JAPANESE

私は永遠に無駄に私を消費することを望む

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I hope to consume me forever in vain

INTO JAPANESE

永遠に私を無駄に消費したい

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I want to consume me unnecessarily forever

INTO JAPANESE

私は不必要に永遠に私を消費したい

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I want to consume me unnecessarily forever