YOU SAID:

I wish for death to come swiftly and painlessly as I don't really want to die I just don't really wanna live anymore

INTO JAPANESE

私は本当に死にたくないので、私はもう本当に生きたくないので、私は死を迅速にそして痛みを伴わずに来ることを望む

BACK INTO ENGLISH

Because I really do not want to die, I really do not want to live really, so I hope that death will come quickly and without pain

INTO JAPANESE

私は本当に死にたくないので、本当に生きたくはないので、私は死が早く苦痛なしに来ることを願っています

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I really do not want to die, so I really do not want to live, so I hope that death will come soon and without pain

INTO JAPANESE

私は本当に死にたくないので、私は本当に生きたくないので、私は死がすぐにそして痛みなしに来ることを願って

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I really do not want to die, so I really do not want to live, so I hope that death will come soon and without pain