YOU SAID:
I will kill myself if I cannot grow a beard properly
INTO JAPANESE
ヒゲをちゃんと伸ばせなかったら自殺する
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I'll kill myself if I can't grow my beard out properly
INTO JAPANESE
ヒゲをちゃんと伸ばせなかったら自殺する
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I'll kill myself if I can't grow my beard out properly
That didn't even make that much sense in English.