YOU SAID:

I wanted to shriek but I forced myself to stay calm

INTO JAPANESE

私は悲鳴を上げるしたかったが、冷静に自分自身を余儀なくされました。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I did scream, was calmly forced himself.

INTO JAPANESE

私は悲鳴を上げる、冷静が余儀なくされた自分。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I scream, was forced to calm yourself.

INTO JAPANESE

私が悲鳴を上げると、穏やかな自分を余儀なくされました。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I scream, and was forced to calm yourself.

INTO JAPANESE

私は、悲鳴を上げるし、穏やかな自分を余儀なくされました。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I scream and, was forced to calm yourself.

INTO JAPANESE

私は悲鳴を上げるし、穏やかな自分を余儀なくされました。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I scream and, was forced to calm yourself.