YOU SAID:

i want to liven't but im scared of killing myself so i hope i get hit by a truck

INTO JAPANESE

私はliven'tしたいが、私は私がトラックにぶつかることを望むので、自分自身を殺すのが怖い

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I want to liven't but I am afraid to kill myself as I want to hit the track

INTO JAPANESE

私はliven'tしたいが、私はトラックをヒットしたいと思うように自分自身を殺すことを恐れている

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I want to liven't but I am afraid to kill myself as I want to hit the truck

INTO JAPANESE

私はliven'tしたいが、私はトラックをヒットしたいと思うように自分自身を殺すことを恐れている

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I want to liven't but I am afraid to kill myself as I want to hit the truck