YOU SAID:
I want to kill myself and never wake up
INTO JAPANESE
自殺して絶対に起きたくない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I never want to wake up after committing suicide
INTO JAPANESE
自殺した後は絶対に起きたくない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I definitely don't want to wake up after committing suicide
INTO JAPANESE
自殺した後は絶対に目覚めたくない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I definitely don't want to wake up after committing suicide
You should move to Japan!