YOU SAID:
I want to freaking kill myself.
INTO JAPANESE
おかしくなりたいです。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I want to be crazy.
INTO JAPANESE
私は夢中になりたいです。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I want to be absorbed.
INTO JAPANESE
夢中になりたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I want to be absorbed
INTO JAPANESE
夢中になりたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I want to be absorbed
That didn't even make that much sense in English.