YOU SAID:

I want to end myself but first, lets got shopping and buy a pair of handcuffs.

INTO JAPANESE

私は自分自身を終わらせたいが、最初に買い物をして、手錠を買う。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I want to end myself, but first shop and buy handcuffs.

INTO JAPANESE

私は自分自身を終わらせたいが、最初に手錠を買い、買う。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I want to end myself, but first buy and buy handcuffs.

INTO JAPANESE

私は自分自身を終わらせたいが、最初に手錠を買って買う。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I want to end myself, but first buy and buy handcuffs.