YOU SAID:
I want to end my horrible life once and for all to stop suffering
INTO JAPANESE
私は恐ろしい人生を一度も終わらせ、苦しみをやめたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I want to end my horrible life and stop suffering
INTO JAPANESE
恐ろしい人生を終わらせ、苦しみを止めたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I want to end my horrible life and stop suffering
That didn't even make that much sense in English.