YOU SAID:
i want to die so bad im going to kill myself right now oh god i feel so alone and dead inside i cant take it anymore
INTO JAPANESE
私は今、自分自身を殺すつもりでとても悪い死にたいです
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I want to die so bad now I am going to kill myself
INTO JAPANESE
今私はとても死にたいです
BACK INTO ENGLISH
Now i want to die very much
INTO JAPANESE
今、私はとても死にたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
Now i want to die so much
INTO JAPANESE
今、私はそんなに死にたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
Now i want to die so much
That didn't even make that much sense in English.