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I want to die (JkJk not really)

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私は死ぬことを望んでいる（実際はない）

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I hope to die (not actually)

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私は死ぬことを望む（実際にはない）

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I would like to die (actually not)

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(実際には) 死にたいです。

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(Really) want to die.

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死にたい (本当に)。

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I want to die (really).

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(本当に) 死ぬたいです。

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Die (really) want is.

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死ぬ (本当に) 必要です。

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Death (true) is required.

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死 (true) が必要です。

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Death (true) is required.