YOU SAID:

I've been staring at the edge of the water, long as I can remember, never really knowing why

INTO JAPANESE

私は決して実際に理由を知っていると思い出すことができる限り、水の端に凝視してきた

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I have stared at the edge of the water as long as I can remember that I actually know the reason

INTO JAPANESE

私は実際にその理由を知っていることを覚えている限り、水の端を見つめています

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I am staring at the edge of the water as far as I remember knowing the reason actually

INTO JAPANESE

私は水の端を見つめて、私が実際にその理由を知っていることを覚えている限り

BACK INTO ENGLISH

As long as I look at the edge of the water and remember that I actually know the reason

INTO JAPANESE

私が水の端を見て、私が実際に理由を知っていることを覚えている限り

BACK INTO ENGLISH

As long as I look at the edge of the water and remember that I actually know the reason