YOU SAID:
I tried to find my equilibrium but
INTO JAPANESE
私は私の均衡を見つけようとしたが、
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I tried to find my balance, but
INTO JAPANESE
私は自分のバランスを見つけようとしたが、
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I tried to find my balance, but
That didn't even make that much sense in English.