YOU SAID:
I think I want to kill myself but I can’t process jt
INTO JAPANESE
私は自殺したいと思うが、jtを処理することはできません
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I want to commit suicide but can't handle jt
INTO JAPANESE
自殺したいがjtを処理できない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I want to commit suicide but can't handle jt
That didn't even make that much sense in English.