YOU SAID:
I think i'd rather cease to exist now
INTO JAPANESE
私はむしろ今は存在しなくなりたいと思います
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I would rather not exist now
INTO JAPANESE
私はむしろ今は存在したくない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I rather don't want to exist now
INTO JAPANESE
今は存在したくない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I don't want to exist now
INTO JAPANESE
今は存在したくない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I don't want to exist now
You've done this before, haven't you.