YOU SAID:
I really want to just die right now
INTO JAPANESE
私は本当に今死にたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I really want to die now
INTO JAPANESE
私は本当に今死ぬことを望む
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I really hope to die now
INTO JAPANESE
私は今死ぬことを本当に望む
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I really want to die now
INTO JAPANESE
私は本当に今死ぬことを望む
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I really hope to die now
INTO JAPANESE
私は今死ぬことを本当に望む
it is unlikely that this phrase will ever reach equilibrium