YOU SAID:
I really just want to kill myself so bad
INTO JAPANESE
私は本当に自分自身をとても悪くしたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I really want to make myself very bad
INTO JAPANESE
私は本当に自分自身を非常に悪くしたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I really want to make myself very bad
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