YOU SAID:
I'm finally holding on to letting go
INTO JAPANESE
私はついに手放すことを続けています
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I am continuing to let go
INTO JAPANESE
私は放し続けています
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I keep releasing
INTO JAPANESE
私は解放し続けます
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I will keep releasing
INTO JAPANESE
私は解放し続けます
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I will keep releasing
That didn't even make that much sense in English.