YOU SAID:

I have so much hate towards existence and I dread waking up in the morning

INTO JAPANESE

私は存在に対してとても憎しみがあり、朝起きるのが怖いです

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I have such a hatred for existence that I am afraid to get up in the morning

INTO JAPANESE

私は朝起きるのが怖いほど存在を憎んでいます

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I hate existence so much that I'm afraid to wake up in the morning

INTO JAPANESE

私は存在が嫌いなので、朝起きるのが怖いです

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I'm afraid to get up in the morning because I hate existence

INTO JAPANESE

存在が嫌いなので朝起きるのが怖い

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I'm afraid to get up in the morning because I hate existence