YOU SAID:
i have never wanted to die more than i do today
INTO JAPANESE
今日以上に死にたくなかった
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I didn't want to die more than today
INTO JAPANESE
今日より死にたくなかった
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I didn't want to die anymore than today
INTO JAPANESE
今日よりもう死にたくなかった
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I didn't want to die anymore than today
That didn't even make that much sense in English.