YOU SAID:
I have absolutely no idea as to how I'm supposed to exist like this.
INTO JAPANESE
こんな自分がどう生きていけばいいのか、まったくわかりません。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I have no idea how I should live like this.
INTO JAPANESE
このままどう生きていけばいいのかわかりません。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I don't know how to live as it is.
INTO JAPANESE
このままどうやって生きていいのかわからない。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I don't know how to live as it is.
That didn't even make that much sense in English.