YOU SAID:
I have a pen I want to die
INTO JAPANESE
私は死にたいペンを持っています。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I have a pen I want to die.
INTO JAPANESE
私が死ねばいい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I have to die.
INTO JAPANESE
私が死ねばいい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I have to die.
That didn't even make that much sense in English.