YOU SAID:
I HATE MYSELF I DESERVE TO DIE
INTO JAPANESE
私は死ぬことを望んでいる自分を嫌い
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I hate myself who wants to die
INTO JAPANESE
私は死にたいと思う自分を憎む
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I hate myself who wants to die
That didn't even make that much sense in English.