YOU SAID:

I hate having this horrible disease and I wish I could just kill myself

INTO JAPANESE

私はこの恐ろしい病気にかかるのが嫌いで、自分を殺せたらいいのにと思います

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I hate getting this horrific illness and wish I could kill myself

INTO JAPANESE

私はこの恐ろしい病気にかかるのが嫌いで、自分を殺せたらいいのにと思います

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I hate getting this horrific illness and wish I could kill myself