YOU SAID:
i find myself in a state of perpetual devastation
INTO JAPANESE
私は絶え間ない荒廃の状態にいることに気づきます
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I find myself in a state of constant devastation
INTO JAPANESE
私は絶え間ない荒廃の状態にいることに気づきます
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I find myself in a state of constant devastation
That didn't even make that much sense in English.