YOU SAID:

I feel so numb just want them to love and abriciate me

INTO JAPANESE

私はとてもしびれを感じますただ彼らに私を愛し、そして私を傷つけて欲しいだけです

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I feel very numb I just want them to love me and hurt me

INTO JAPANESE

私はとてもしびれを感じます私は彼らに私を愛して私を傷つけて欲しいだけです

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I feel very numb I just want them to love me and hurt me