YOU SAID:
i dont wanna die but i dont wanna live like this
INTO JAPANESE
私は死にたくないが、私はこのように生きたくない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I don't want to die but I don't want to live like this
INTO JAPANESE
死にたくないけどこんな風に生きたくない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I don't want to die but I don't want to live like this
That didn't even make that much sense in English.