YOU SAID:
I don’t wanna die just wanna drown in shame because life is not the same
INTO JAPANESE
人生は同じではないので、恥ずかしさに溺れたいだけで死にたくない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
Life is not the same, so I just want to be embarrassed and don't want to die
INTO JAPANESE
人生は同じではないので、恥ずかしくて死にたくない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
Life is not the same, so I'm embarrassed and don't want to die
INTO JAPANESE
人生は同じではないので、私は恥ずかしくて、死にたくない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
Life is not the same, so I'm embarrassed and don't want to die
That didn't even make that much sense in English.