YOU SAID:
I could find you, but I didn't cause I couldn't not becuase i didnt want to, but because I couldnt even if I wanted to.
INTO JAPANESE
あなたを見つけることはできたけど、見つけたくなかったから見つけられなかったのではなく、見つけたくても見つけられなかったから。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I could find you, but I didn't find you because I didn't want to find you, it's because I wanted to find you but I couldn't find you.
INTO JAPANESE
見つけられたのに見つけられなかったのは、見つけたくなかったから、見つけたかったのに見つけられなかったからです。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
It was found, but not found, because it did not want to find it, it wanted to find it, but it did not find it.
INTO JAPANESE
見つかったのに見つからなかった、見つけたくなかった、見つけたかったのに見つからなかった。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I found it but I didn't find it, I didn't want to find it, I wanted to find it but I couldn't find it.
INTO JAPANESE
見つけたけど見つからなかった、見つけたくなかった、見つけたかったけど見つからなかった。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I found it, but I didn't find it, I didn't want to find it, I wanted to find it, but I couldn't find it.
INTO JAPANESE
見つけたけど見つからなかった、見つけたくなかった、見つけたかったけど見つからなかった。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I found it, but I didn't find it, I didn't want to find it, I wanted to find it, but I couldn't find it.
That didn't even make that much sense in English.