YOU SAID:
I cheated on myself and I hated it. I felt betrayed by myself. So yelled at chickens and threw chickens at myself.
INTO JAPANESE
私は自分をだまし、それが嫌いでした。私は自分自身に裏切られたと感じました。それでニワトリに怒鳴りつけ、自分にニワトリを投げつけました。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I fooled myself and hated it. I felt betrayed by myself. So I yelled at the chicken and threw it at myself.
INTO JAPANESE
私は自分をだましてそれを嫌いました。私は自分自身に裏切られたと感じました。それで私はニワトリに怒鳴りつけて自分に投げつけました。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I fooled myself and hated it. I felt betrayed by myself. So I yelled at the chicken and threw it at myself.
That didn't even make that much sense in English.