YOU SAID:
I cannot believe I can live in equilibrium
INTO JAPANESE
私は平衡に住んでいることが信じられない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I can't believe that lives in the balance
INTO JAPANESE
私はバランスに住んでいるなんて信じられない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I can't believe I have lived in the balance
INTO JAPANESE
私はバランスに住んでいるなんて信じられない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I can't believe I have lived in the balance
That didn't even make that much sense in English.