YOU SAID:
I can't pretend I hadn't thought about Rachael.
INTO JAPANESE
レイチェルのことを考えなかったふりはできない。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
You can't pretend you didn't think about Rachel.
INTO JAPANESE
レイチェルのことを考えなかったふりをすることはできません。
BACK INTO ENGLISH
You can't pretend you didn't think about Rachel.
That didn't even make that much sense in English.